Loc: Carson City, NV
so... my cripfriends- I am sitting at the library posting because I no longer have a computer... no biggie. I know I use to post here a lot back in the day but to be brutally honest drug addiction took over my life for awhile and at one point suicide started sounding pretty damn good. I did have a child in 2009 and his name is Nichols, but he did not fix me and I am just now starting to feel ok about living completely sober, and for me that means no opiates... NO pain meds. It means not feeling sorry for myself and drinking or using or anything. I have 168 days clean and sober today. My son is in the care of my mother and my husband is in Cali doing his own program (we used together). I hope its not too late to start my life again being 33 now but Alcoholics Anonymous is my day to day now. I use to think it was lame but right now I am thankful for all the posotive support I get there. Hopefully I stick around here to be a part of this forum again, cuz u guys were really here for me when I was first injured and I miss that.