i wrote a pass plan. i got two socials, mine and my dad's, and because i work, i get to keep the surplus and my wages. ss put me on supplemental. i'm supposed to live off the supplemental and half my wages; the other half goes into my pass plan w/the socials, and the pass was approved in april '09. so i got retro like 7k when i picked the van up in april '10. pass money is a lot but i can only use for the van (payments, insurance gas etc), but it's over 1600. per months. when the pass ends after van's paid for, i'll keep just my wages and socials.

i hope i can afford the insurance, gas, food and soon rent, when the pp ends!

My tone reflects my desperate appeal for relief from documented abuse, harassment, and discrimination which I have continually experienced.

in ny if you're disabled before 21yrs old, you get your parents' socials after they die. ma died in '95 at 64yrs old--she retired early due to emphysema, but her social was less than mine. my da died at 68yrs old in '98-- his was substantually higher than my social and supplemental combined. then i was unemployed; so i had a surplus, and had to pay the homecare agency about 400. a month. when i began working at ucp in '08, ss waived the surplus. after 2/'09 when i got the job at concepts, i couldn't earn more than 948. a month otherwise ss deducts from the next month's socials. the ceo keeps saying he's going to open a nysarc or nysaid (trust-fund) for me; but thus far, if he did, nobody told me.