Don't be bad mouthin' Walmart. Any time you can buy a riding mower, gas, socks, and cream cheese in the same place sort of makes me all warm and fuzzy.
Regards, msfez
to your warmth and fuzziness! somehow, i'd predict more fuzz than warmth, but that would only be a guess.
how thoroughly adorable of you to risk wandering the perilous byways of site registration for my benefit.
what i've learnt:
1. i've been doing much of the same crap the same way for too long 2. laying around is never gonna heal my ass 3. be it due to freqent infection, two pressure sores, or laying around - i feel different 4. i no longer am drawn to regain or reclaim past versions of myself 5. sometimes a lusty impulse can turn into a months long project 6. as i age, erode, and circle closer to 'death,' i find religion less and less relevant. 7. i was more actively, spontaneously, and regularly spiritual before the church years. 8. my truest nature and main priorities are found via creative expression.
Yes Lord! After I throwed two fits and a bad spell over them taking liberties with my IP I was a tad leery.
1. It may be time for a change.
2. You may be right.
3. I experienced after undergoing a long period of illness and being inactive I WAS different.
4. I believe creative people must constantly evolve.
5. Sadly I too have experienced this as I age.
6&7. Could it be that your spirituality has become too connected to the church/ or your role in the church?
8. You must allow yourself to evolve. It's natural to resist losing the familiar for the unknown but you must in order to set yourself free. Trust me, you'll be so much happier and at peace.
I'd love to go but Mr msfez has morphed into a total stick-in-the-mud in His old age.
living in a dying town, serving a dying church with a dying body...it's all a bit much.
maybe this is just evolution, and you don't necessarily have to like change. i don't think you want to leave the place and ppl who have accepted you for who you are.
